Can you read my mind?

My DRUNK singing lol


A Hero.

Classic.  He’s gotta be out there…

“Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There’s someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It’s gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet”

“I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero ’til the end of the night
He’s gotta be strong
And he’s gotta be fast
And he’s gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero ’til the morning light
He’s gotta be sure
And it’s gotta be soon
And he’s gotta be larger than life”


They say do not regret anything… what’s done is done. But then the absurdities of telling someone all about you and about your life creep in. It makes you wonder why you even trusted them with the most sensitive things about your soul. You reveal your most broken self to them and trust them to keep it safe, and then they pulverise it by using it against you. But what breaks you even more are the things you had to do to protect yourself that isn’t really you. Losing oneself amidst the war of love and hatred. But then after everything, why does love still win the battle? Now you’re left alone fighting with your own self, fighting against your own feelings. You wish not to be encumbered with an old, broken painting of yourself. You grab a blank canvas, stare at its opaqueness and ask…

Who am I? Where do I find myself? How do I start again?


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Resolution of a Broken Heart

Plunging deep into the depths of your soul
Looking for something that is not there at all.
Deeper you go, deeper within
Searching further, patience wearing thin.
Travelling along the trails of your veins
Leading to the heart, unknown what it reigns.
Yet, as it comes to sight, you reach out and it’s gone
Have the rest of your life to discern what wrong you’ve done.
A baggage of emotions you couldn’t get to
Hurt, Anger, Hatred trying to break through.
A foolish phase stately passing by
Making you realize you’ve been living a lie.
Leaving you with nothing but regret
Hoping somehow you’d learn to forget.
Indeed so many things need hoping for
Only one you desire, but isn’t yours anymore.
Tears threatening to let go every time you blink
But no time is yours, not a moment to think.
A thing you now learn about love all in all
A resolution of a broken heart, to never, ever fall.

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Forever Blue

Yes… I guess I’m living up to this theme… I’m Forever Blue. .. .. 

I’m back to being broken. Just when I thought all my broken pieces were being put back together.. Just when I thought I was starting to feel whole again.. . here I am all shattered once more.  Broken.. Will I ever mend?  ♥